I’m bored. Help me fix this by asking me something. :)
At first I was like :)
but then I was like FUCK THIS BITCH! WTF IS YOUR FUCKING DEAL?
and i’m done
Ok, so I know I haven’t been around in forever and that is not cool but I have a good reason. It hurts too much. I can’t do it for my sake. I was losing my shit there for a while. I just can’t help it. I am still not around on the regular but that is because of me not you. I wish I could change this, go back in time and stop this before it began but I can’t. I wish I could change the way I feel for both our sake but I can’t. I am trying to get my shit straight so we cant chill again but it still hurts. I know you can see it and that just makes it hurt more. I will be around sometime soon so no worries.
I’m sorry for being a shitty friend, I’m working on it.
If you had not been anonymous I would have gladly sent you one.